Hello, I'm back !

Looking for a Rainbow

Well it was a good week in most regards ! The personal blog I made about a week ago was commented on quite a bit, and your prayers have helped. The wisdom I seek is something you need to meditate on, pray earnestly on and pay attention to opportunities. I have tried to remain quiet, and allow God to show me how I should act, or respond. I haven't seen any signs or felt any paticular push, so I shall remain silent ( at work) and wait for opportunities to share God. People say I look depressed, and I usually take that as a negative comment, but there may be an element of truth to this. Maybe I've been in self denial, because I don't want to be perceived in a negative way, but more and more I hear it, so can it really be true ? Everyone has weaknesses ! You can't be "up" all the time ! Anyway you can pray about that if you wish. On the other hand your prayers for my un-spoken request have been answered, and I ask you to continue.
Life here in McKenzie is dull and dreary, but it is still winter. I pray that the lack of sun and the cold is the thing bringing me down as I see it. I'm really looking forward to the summer, and buying a boat, and fishing with my lil' son Gabe. That would be like heaven for me, Gabe loves fishing and so do I. I want it to be a time where he and I can bond in a special father/son way. And, I hope we catch some lunkers too !
One thing I appreciate is how Char has been so strong these days. Her fever for God is smokin'. She really holds this family together too. I love her so much. The kids are lucky to have such a great mom, and i'm lucky to have such great kids...but I think that all goes back to Char. She's come a long way with $ managing, she's a fairly knowledgable health lady, a taxi driver, a teacher, and a fitness buff. It's rubbing off on the kids you know ! They're healthy smart and beautiful, just like their momma! (she's lookin' toned too, rrrrrrr!)
Well that's it for now, my blessings have been counted, my family is blessed and it's time to go...ciao Ry